Complex System and Chaotic System

A complex system is a system in which there are more situations or quantities to be considered in order to arrive in a certain outcome. A chaotic system, on the other hand, is a system in which every little condition is important in order to arrive in a certain outcome. They seem to be similar, isn't it? In fact, these two systems appear in life.

Throughout this week, I seemed to be thinking so critical. First of all, as usual, I was so conscious about my image (physically, intellectually, socially, etc). Second, it seems like I was in a great hurry of doing many things. And most of all, I blamed all my anger against the wall after getting grades which seem to appear as high for others in two subjects. Well, pardon to those I had offended. I did not mean it.

Now, I'm going to cut things short. Life really is a complex and a chaotic system for me. Complex, because everything needs to be considered in doing actions, even the little ones. So for example, in a group, if you weigh the group down in anyway, I will be the one to start deciding to leave you. Chaotic, because everything is crucial in painting the picture of my life. That is why I try to avoid being late, study very hard, among others. Because these are the ones that paint my life.

In short, there are just two values in here: determination and perfection.